Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Sexual Addiction

I haven't posted too much recently. I was wondering about the term sexual addiction, mostly because I wonder if I'm an addict. I can go without sex for a while but it an overpowering desire that I have difficulty suppressing. At one point in my life, I was married with two girlfriends, both of them very awesome. It seemed that I was continually having sex.

I am not sure that there are sex addicts. After all, if you took a self-diagnosed sex addict on a camping trip with no possibility for sexual outlet, I am sure that they would function fine and not have some sort of withdrawal event. That, to me, is addiction: the fact that you have withdrawal. I thought I was an addict, but I think that I am merely obsessed. I enjoy sex immensely.

There was a time when I was interested in phone sex, escorts, massage parlors, pornography, etc. I have now channeled that energy into real women who enjoy sex. My girlfriend doesn't want to have sex, she wants me to fuck her. That, I like. She loves to swallow. She likes greek. She's awesome. But, the truth is that if an awesome woman propositioned me, I would not refuse. Maybe I am just a slut.

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